Periwinkle Blue: March 2011

Friday, March 25, 2011

My Week.

Yeah, sorry I haven't done a proper update for...days.

It has been an emotional/stressful/frustrating/fucked up week.

As the Choral Speaking competition drew nearer and nearer, I'm feeling like fucking someone more and more. Opps. Pls, do not misunderstand. My definition of fucking = pulling/hitting/slapping/screaming/punching/somersaultkaratechopkicking any living thing nearby.

So. Besides Choral Speaking, I'm also damn worry about my Add Maths. We got our kedudukan kelas(?) today. I wasn't last, thats a good thing. Number 36/4...2? Was kinda satisfied. No complains there. But I almost laughed my arse off when I found out I got 2A+SomethingBSomethingC and 1G there. Like. G. Below F. Below Fail. G for what? Add Maths of course. I got the lowest mark in my class for Add Maths. Like. Fuck my life la.

ADDMATHSSUCK.FUCKINGTRULY,GANINNARLY,EPICLY,CHIBAILY,SUCKS. FUCKYOUADDMATHS,JUST,FUCKYOU,FUCKYOUSOFUCKINGDEEPTHAT

EVENYOURMOTHEROFALLMATHSBEGSFORFORGIVENESS.

Hmm... What next.

Ah yes!

I got a St John duty this Sunday with Bieber Hair(Bieber Hair, also known as The Killer, also known as Leong Shu Hui. Yeah, am saying your full name here, Bieber Hair. Rawr.). Anddddd where we're dutying? attttt FAIRYPARK! Yes, I repeat, FAIRY PARK! I know Cheng Meng/Ching Ming/ Ching Meng/Cheng Ming's around the corner but honestly. What da FARK do you expect from 2 unexperienced medical personnels to do there? It'll be very pek cek and busy and crowded and stuffy and hot and stuff, so that means the number of people who's gonna need our service ain't gonna be few. But you know what, I got a plan. If someone were to faint beside me or something, I'm just gonna pura pura tak nampak.

Oh oh, out of topic sekejap, but do you know Bieber Hair is an AWESOME blogger? She craps about the funniest stuff you can crap about. Yeah, Bieber Hair, you CRAP. FUNNY STUFFS.

Ahhhhhh.

And there's merentas desa tomorrow. And you guys know la, typical me, I NEVER come one. So really got nothing left to blog about.

I guess that's all for today.

Am doing a random top 10 list tomorrow if I'm free :3

Jane.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

BITCH.

BITCH.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

My Pathetic Holiday

Monday.

Woke up at 6.30am and reached school at 7.15am. NO ONE was there because Choral Speaking practise starts at 8am. And apparently, my threat saying that those that came late WILL get punished cadet style(pumping) is not effective. Anyway, I sat by the bench and re-read Sleeping Freshmen Never Lie. Seriously, that book is abso-fucking-lutely awesome.
A pathetic number of 21 out of 35 people came. Was really upset. Practise was bad. Once practise over, I went home and sleep like a dead man.

Tuesday.

Woke up at the same time, reached school at the same time, sat at the same bench and re-read the same book. I see my baby speakers are really improving. Finished the script. After school, went to JJ Bukit Raja to "secretly" celebrate Double V's birthday. Watched Big Mama. I can hear Meow laughing really loudly throughout the whole movie. Pity FTW(she sat beside Meow). Me, FTW and Pinky(cos shes really pink that day) shared money and bought a Spongebob mug for Double V. Random-est present.

Wednesday.

Woke up feeling like a zombie. Glanced at my dusty clock thats hanging on the wall. 10.30am. Thought sleeping back would only make me sleepier, so I woke up and did my 5 minutes face wash. Went to my sister's room and she wasn't there. Good. I was alone. So I went food hunting.
Here's my breakfast : Chocolate cake dipped in Hershey's Chocolate Syrup, spread with a thick layer of Nutella.
lunch : A bag of Jack and Jill's Potato Chip and a mug of Chinese Tea.
lunch/tea? : A nibble of Cadbury Chocolate, Tic Tacs, a bite of an apple, Tic Tacs, many random selection of biscuits, Tic tacs, a cup of hot chocolate and more Tic Tacs.
dinner : Too full. Ate nothing.
....
I should really start eating healthily.
And all this while, while I was eating, I was doing my homework and catching up on the HK dramas I missed in AOD. ...Ok, it was 10% homework, 40% munching and chomping and chewing and 50% Grace Under Fire and Only You. But hey, I finished that 3 bullshitty karangan.

Today.

Same time, same book. But instead of sitting at the bench, I sat at Astaka Gemilang, so I pretty much get the full view of the school field and the road beyond those nasty gates. Was a really soothing sight, with the foggy and cold atmosphere. Practise was really good. Although it still wasn't that synchronise and we're still going TOO fast. T__T
After practise, me and Mrs Fletcher went to JJ Bukit Raja again to waste time because my parents are too busy to even bother with me. Watched Rango with her. Not bad, that movie. Can't really concentrate cos the only thing I wanna do is to sleep in there.

Tomorrow.

Choral Speaking practise again.

The day after tomorrow.

St John duty, 7-fucking-am till 5-fucking-pm.

Last day of holiday.

St John AAA, 7.30am till 5pm.

FML.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Blog

Lazy wanna update. But oh look, I updated!

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Two Thousand And Eleven

Is not a honeymoon year. Fuck whoever it is that says it's a honeymoon year.

Its only the BEGINNING of March and I'm EXHAUSTED. I need a rest. I really do. I woke up late everyday, go to school, blur as hell, study pointless stuffs that I know I'd forget as soon as school ends, then everyday, except Thursday, there's Choral Speaking practise, and on Thursdays and Fridays I got tuition, tuition right after Choral Speaking practise on Fridays, and then on alternative Sundays I have to go for St John's AAA and I need 20 hours duty to be qualified to take the exam, so I have to, like, go to duties on Saturdays too. And the St John thing is from 8AM to 5PM and and I have my Ujian Setara next week, Monday and I havent even studied. Studied no shit. Oh and plus, I just found out my father needs an extra worker. Which means, he needs me to work for him. When will I ever find the time?

So you see. All this leads to one thing : Lack of sleeping time. Adding the fact that I'm a heavy sleeper and all, doesn't really help. When I'm very sleepy, my eyes goes "blink blink" and I got twice as emotional as I was when I'm wide awake. The slightest movement could trigger my nerve and the next thing you know, I'd be shouting and screaming what an unfair world this is.

This.

Is not a very good attitude of mine.

Thus, I apologise for anyone that I've offended during this period, this period that is still going on, and I'm typing half-consciously here.

I promise, by the end of March, I'd be better as the Choral Speaking competition will be over and my St John duties will decreased.

BUT

But. I would like to assure you guys that those offensive, mean comments are nothing, nothing, but cold hard truth and I mean what I say and I say what I mean, half-consciously or not half-consciously typing. As much as I hate to admit it, I do, however, sometimes, regret what I said as I know, my nasty remarks has hurt alot of feelings.

Ironic, yes, but as you can see, Im typing half consciously so I dont really know how to construct a nice, sweet yet I-mean-what-I-mean post. Fml.

Jane.

P/s I would like to thank those guys that actually has the patience to hear me out and talk to me through and stuff. You guys know who you are. Thanks. :)

Pp/s Did I mention social problems?